It is possible your “bad” behavior is a sign you are a very evolved soul willing to sacrifice yourself for others. We are at entering the extreme part of the battle between good and evil but, but but maybe we are missing important information. May our physical bodies are behaving like a “nice guy” and our astral energy body is running around at night killing and raping people.
You do know your astral body that many call your spirit has a full life in the other dimensions? Do you know what it is doing? If all day long you long to beat up your unfair boss or husband, then maybe your astral body does just that for you!
These are your bodies, physical and the others in other dimensions….you really need to know